Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 10:03 AM

some stuff came up todae. but i`m glad. dear did made my dear. i love yoos darlingg!

xoxo

Saturday, December 8, 2007 @ 8:18 PM

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@ 8:30 AM

hello, i`m back. this gonna be a emo-tic post + the details regarding my trip to cameron and genting highlands.

sometimes, i really wish to be blinded, deaf, or mute. i dun have to see some truths, i dun have to hear nasty stuff, and i dun have to question. yea, i may be irritating, but i have my concerns alright. it hurts to hear yoos saying " dun ask q can? " i ask, becus, i`m concern. if u think dat by asking yoos questions i`m irritating, fine, i stop asking. ok, i may be asking too much questions. bt have yoos considered the fact why i ask? it's becus u arent spontanous about it. u dun take the initiative to tell me things. only when pry, then yoos will ans. now i really dunno much about yoos. reallly. all i noe is dat, yoos got a job, which i heard u quit and i did not noe. and yoos told me yoos will be working tml which is later in the early morning and i dunno wad time will yoos be back and all sort of stuff. tell me, who am i? to yoos.

i do not wish to tell my problems to rambert, to kwang . i feel that i`m constantly bothering them. i feel the guilt. so i decided to shun away from them. not becus i dislike dem or wad. but i do not wish to lose the two best friends of mine. they hear my problem. they cheer me up. they do all sort of stuffs jus to make me happy. thankyou rambert, for trying to cheer me up by cracking some stupid joke out of nowhere and entertaining me , being patience with me. and to kwang, thankyou for telling me some stuffs dat i do not noe. thankyou for advising me and thankyou for telling me that, i will not be alone. sorry that i might not approach yyyoos both recently, as i do not wish to impose both of yoos! sorry!

maybe sometimes he is good after all. but, i will constantly think of the stress and the fear instilled in me. too tired to explain it all. i jus wish to follow. wad. he wants. me. to . do.

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okkay. back to my trip. i`m back! yea and this time, i bought more stuffs and more stuffs. firstly, i bought a pair of heels , a wallet, turtles! and more stuffs which i cannot remember now. it's tiring i jus came back after 10 hours of bus ride. i get nauseaous. =.= er. okay. pictures dere's alot. but shall upload it tml. i`m dead beat.

first day, got ready and went to golden mile complex at 9.20pm. yea, the bus is damn comfy okkay. ^^ i slept so well that day. i woke up the next day jus to find out that i`m shivering cold. cameron is chilling okkay! omg. reached that place, i froze lo. so darn darn darn cold. went to check in at the hotel. it's nice too. hehhs. i love the toilet! xD aniwae, we reach at around 8am in the morning on the 5 dec? yupp. denn went hotel rested awhile went for the tour at 2.45pm. okkay. it was such a geographical trip! fun fun fun! the weather there is horrendous and the adiabatic lapse rate, is really, true! =.= not that i doubt mrs lee's teaching and textbook. is jus that, sometimes somethings yoos have to experience it yourself before yoos understand it one. yea. i took darn lot of photo dat dae. yea. den went back at around 8.45 after we went to strawberry farm to pick strawberries, catus farm to see loads of strange and cute catus, to see organic farming, see plantations, hydroponics farming etc etc. denn er,went back hotel and went to have our dinner. steamboat! i had steamboat for two consecutive days. so tired of it man. =.= . den slept.

second day woke up earlier at around 6 ? needed to pack bag and go off to genting. okay, i was darn tired dat morning. boarded the bus at 9 plus am and headed to gentings. reach genting at around 2 plus in the noon? yea , than check in changed and went to the snowworld. it's freezing cold. started snow war with my cousins and wah lau, i was hit so hard and freezing ice are cold okkay! yea. den shopped bought my stuff and ate dinner at lakeview restuarant, back to hotel. we decided to head out again cus we cannot sleep so we ended up in cyber cafe at 12.30 and ended at 1.30 1 hr 7 plus plus bucks SG. damn ex man! bought mac went back hotel there's this show called polar express. so darn nice! oh ya! did i mention that the bus to cameron, had this function of watching movie and games. i watched this movie called tornado. it's nice okkay! geographical show. ^^ i miss mrs lee:(( oh back to topic.

slept and next day woke up and headed to have breakfast at first world plaza. it's far! =.=. we're staying at resort hotel. and i tell yoos it sucks. but ok la. still can live. den den, guan liang went to genting! i got his autograph! he sang live and it was by chance i stood dere and waited for him to come on stage okkay! yea. than headed out to the theme park to play. ok, i dunno wad went wrong with me but i jus went ahead and challenged myself my going for the rollar coaster that turns 360 degree. i went for 2 consecutive rounds. it's darnn scary and it took my breathe away for that single moment. =.=! fun fun! went for more breathtaking rides and i am proud to sae, i did not back out. xD went back to book tickets for movie for enchanted and the golden compass. i rate both movies 5/5! nice okkay! esp. golden compass! it taught me alot! the girl is so so so couragous okkay. enchanted is a movie mixture of real life and fantasy world. nice tou. yea, den went back hotel rest and went for movies. went back to sleep at 3.30- 4am. =.=!! woke up this morning at 9am. and i was so darn sleepy. packed my stuff , checked out , breakfasted, bowling-ed and board the bus home.

tada~ i`m back.

sorry, veri tired already. dun wan continue liao. bye bye.

xoxo

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @ 1:25 AM

read thru alot of bloggs recently. dunno how i am able to jump to blogs. [ hopping of bloggs ] okkay. gotta go out real soon. in the meantime, wanna tell u ppl i am better already. i sorted out my feelings already. oh yea! i bought my W580I already. damn nicee.. and i bought hamsters for my sister. cus she wanted me to buy her a fone , but i dun have much left now, so i bought her hammies which is at amanda's house now. i got no time to post up some pictures now, but i promise that more pictures will be taken when i go overseas and when i come back, dere's more for uu ppl to see!

oh yea, something happen at work yesterday dat made sonia dammn pissed off. =/ actually, it doesnt matter much but sometimes, it is jus how ppl look at me already. i dun mind, i dun care. i noe myself, my friends noe me. VERY WELL. dat's all i gotta sae.

i sorted out thinking dat i really need to get this going on and it can turn out well if we persist and when we compromise. we did it! and we will continue this. for eternal. ^^ some other feelings fade but, it do grow strongher on the other hand. perhaps it's jus a moment's thinking. ^^

okkay, ppl, do continue to tag !! takkaiiree!

joannne~

xoxo

Saturday, December 1, 2007 @ 8:04 AM

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