Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 7:19 PM


currently in school's lab... hoho..
it's so tiring lurhh.. coming to school early in the morning at 10am for a 3hr class... tiring de lehhhs. hoho.

aniwae people, ignore my previous post. i`m doing fine jumping and hopping around already. lols.

i miss BIZARTTT~ hoho.

i`m so gonna ask sec school friends out already. so long nva go out le lehhhhs! xD pool~ pool~

ii wannnnnna sleeeeepppp~

sleeeeeeeppppp~

receive mani sms everyday hoho. cus i go disturb dem. and they call me pig!?! i`m upset tou. hoho. nahhs. i`m gracious one..

ii want to wrestlinggg! xman where are youuu!~

okay. i dunno wad's wrong with me now.. =.=

JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
AND I WOULD GO
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
FOR YOU
ALONE IS THE SON OF GOD
AND THE WORLD WOULD SEE
YOU ARE GOD
YOU ARE GOD ~


wooo~ i just read an email sent by teresa.. it's really powerful. although i watched it mute. sisters & brothers! i`ve sent it to you guys. let's continue to pass it down to fellow sisters and brothers in christ! keeping on people! keepingg on!

woooo~ charged up. let's see revival in TP . let's see TP filled with people doing QT everywhere , seeing praise and worship session in TP! woooo~ IT CAN BE DONE AND WILL BE DONE . when we work together to see it come to past. GOGOGOGOGOGO!

jiayou!!

xoxo



Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 9:12 AM


hello.. yea. haven been constantly blogging. i use to blog when i have a problem / when i am feeling sad. as i come to the kingdom of God this is becoming rare already. i blog becus i want to update my life most of the time...

well, been doing alot for the KOG, be it in growing myself, growing my people, pushing myself, moving forward.. i`m trying my very best already. sometimes, i really cannot do some stuff, but for God, i held on with it and moved on...

in some period of my walk, i feel the utter bitterness in some issue. but i have no wish to elaborate.. but i believe,God will do his best to deliever me out of thhe problem i faces... as i walk on with God, there's alot more that God tested me in.. prune me in, mould me in... sometimes i even feel like telling God " God, take me away, i dun wish to go on.. " for the process will not be easy.. but you know, i wanna praise God for he is always there for me.. situations will change, circumstances will change. But my God will not change. now and forever...

went for leadership camp, i really learnt alot, i really want to apply alot. to dream bigger for God, to have the heart and desire to win much more for God.. for God didnt give me just 10% of what he can give.. but God gave his 100%.. yet i`m only giving back God less den 10%... great contrast? yupps. i`ve failed. i told God in the camp, "God, i`m not gonna waste my lifetime satisfying my own needs, in my comfort zone, Lord, i know i`ll face much more than this if i want to give it my all. But God, i`m gonna do it Big for you Lord! "

the Lord spoke to me so clearly about what i can do for him and what i can do beyond my limits for him.. to go beyond my own strength for God... he's so amazing... God spoke to me in so much area of my life, that i feel so naked in his eyes.. * not literally naked* but i feel so transparent when i faces him..

oh Lord, i`m trying my very best to do what i can for the task u gave;
Lord, it's not easy..
I need you so so so much right now...
i dunno why, but God, refresh me now..
I just need your presence in my heart all the time..
Lord, i dunno what went wrong, i dunno what's in my heart..
Lord i dunno wad should I do what should I not do...
Sometimes, i`m at such a lost. For God, i dunno how to handle at all..
I feel inadequate to do much for you..
But Lord, I made a covenent with you..
I dunno how to hold on Lord...
It's hurting.. it's painful, it's not easy Lord...
I...
need..
You...
gtg guys.. jiayou.

xoxo



Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 10:47 PM


back from leadership camp.. it's really a blast and i wont stop the camp here. i`m gonna let the spirit and the things i learnt to be applied in my life !

hmmmms.. my feeling now is just v. happpy. i dunno why. maybe because i've just watched shin chan. hoho. well well well. i alwas want to do detailed blogging. but seeing so few ppl tag. i wan shut down blog le la. LOL.

gtg! byee!

xoxo



Wednesday, October 8, 2008 @ 9:10 AM


Don't mistaken me! hoho. i didnt drink it , but my dad tempted me! haha. flee from temptations!

hahahaha. okayy. really wanna post a proper one. been delaying in posting. see la, i`m laid-back. a big NO NO in my life. hmmmmms..

korea trip :
came back from korea. wow, i slept on the floor, and eat veggie almost everyday can?! hmmms.. but i`m thankful to God for the trip. He showed me through alot of ways how he can work thru iin people's life and he showed me alot about his purpose for me. i`m so much refreshed after the trip! yupp. i also drew closer to my parents! thank God , i believe to see my parents' salvation will come to past sooon! for more details ask me alright? and pictures, i slowly post up. haha.

birthday celebration :
okkay. kindda shockked initially, but slowly okay le. shock becus of the anger part. geck started to get angry with me over the slightest thing. denn i was seriously abit taken aback la! haha. but didnt tell them. and the celebration is kinda expected, but i really appreciate it alot. cus all along i have bad experience on my birthdays. so never exactly celebrated my birthday happily. yea. i really thank God for them, for their affirmation towards me, for their effort put it to make this day so special. i thank God for speaking to me, to help me in my areas of needs.

leadership camp :
going off to camp for 3 days from 10-12 october. hmmms.. for this trip, really wanna go there with this expectant heart to learn and to equip myself much more w the W.O.G... i realise alot about myself through the praying and fasting for 40 days. i discovered more about my r/s w God, my r/s with my sheeps and my r/s with my family.. by God's grace, alot more is revealed to me. i thank God for that! i wanna attend this camp to think like a leader, to learn like a leader, to act and serve as a leader. not just this, i want to also root myself much much more w the W.O.G ! so will come back on the 12th october from camp. hoho. you'll see a new Corey Joanne Tan Hui Fen after the leadership camp. People, Let's see transformation and let's advance to the next level ! my sheeps too! jiayouuu!

Evangelism :
recently, learnt alot more about evangelism and God also spoke to me about having a heart for the lost. not just to think for their salvation, but to love them. the fire is burning within me, and i really have this desire to do much more for God. i do not want to bring people to know him becus of filling up the no. & seats. but becus i love God so much, that i love His people including the people that i might not like. i wanna lead a life full of lifestyle evangelism and to be more and more christ-like !

okay. i shall go off now, since i got a trobbing headache at the back of my head. shall go pop down some panadols before i doze off as i laze around!

jiayou people! love yaaaas!

xoxo



Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 7:45 AM









post some picture. acctually wanted to blog. but i`m tired already. back from korea btw. nites.

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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