Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 9:46 PM


been lazi to post. motivate me to post people. lol.


gtg for shepherding! byeee!

xoxo



Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 1:24 AM


beeen long since ii came to update. well, a lil of my life.
i have been busy with projects and harvesting..
didnt get much the time to update.
even if i wish to update, i will always leave it blank,
close it in the end.. hahhs!

time flew, now it's already coming to the end of mid-sem..
have i done things that have been fruitful in my life?
Recently, the satan is hovering around me..
tripping me, tempting me, disturbing me..
I can choose to go with satan, or to stand strong w God..
I dunno how to express, but how God is in my life, is magnificent..
Doing God's work, school work, family, friends...
It aint easy, definitely.
But still, i`m able to do it without feeling the compressed..
without feeling i`m always running with not enough time.
Indeed life is busier, life is not as fun as just having fun..
But you know what?
i've got an incredible joy doing it.
i've got the incredible satisfaction of doing it for God..
without knowing, i always have enough time
to do God's work..
recently, attended bizart retreat.
peter troung's Evangelism class.
Ilead campaign.
and many programmes stil coming up..
simply just so excited to do so much for God..
singing on stage this weekend..
shall go off now, just finished my stuffs. going off already!

God, the glory is yours, come take kingdom..

xoxo



Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 2:30 AM


Yvonne & me.

i love this picture!


hahahaha. Us again.

cheryl , yvonne, joanne.

Lastly, Shirley Kam she seems constipated.



bonjour~
These few days are GREAT and FABULOUS with God's presence!
shall recall what happen on the few days.
Friday:
had KTV session with yvonne and cheryl together with pigs and I. ^^
it's really a fabulous night spent. pictures can do the talking.
Saturday:
woohoo~ welcome jesley! to see bizart 3A hit 18! jiayou jiayou! i believe God can do great things in our lives. I really believe that God will allow us to hit 20. I truly hold it in my heart. Let's work for the K.O.G. many things and satan will be lurking around to try to attack us, but the more we should stand firm in the Lord!
amen!
Sunday:
peter troung's amazing with God's power, he's able to perform so much miracles because we have the authority over the signs and wonder! amen! God's power is so incredible that i can't stop but praise him praise him praise him!
okkay. i dunno wad else to blog already. started off at around 8pm. now it's 12am? haha. ok joanne, you're a slow blogger~~~ S-L-O-W ~
bye.

xoxo



Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 9:14 AM


Today's WAM night is a blast. although i end up coming home at 1, it's really great time spent.


due to some personal reason i was spiritually v. dry and didnt find any motivation to move on and chiong for God. i neglected that touch and r/s w God and it made me closed my heart to God's word unknowingly.

I refuse to be fed spritually and ended up being in a total mess in my life. didnt know what was i heading for- rather didnt wanted to head to where i aim for. it's no use aiming if i wasnt able to reach it....

God spoke so clearly to me thru tryphoza. although we might be from different CG, we might not really share life so often, but yet the words God drop into my life thru her was so divine. I didnt reveal anything to her, but yet, i felt so transparent at that moment that...

I could sense the H.S prompting in my heart with a vision of where i am - in my spiritual life. I cried.. I cried becus of the holy reverence i have towards God that God, i have claimed to let you use me but yet, I arent being used to the fullest.

I pondered, and stop, pondered and move a step. God oh God, i`ve wavered and i have not charged on yet...

I believe in many point of our lives, we will feel restless and tired of doing God's work, studying, working and many others stuff. something good about doing God's work is, God will be there with you, through it ALL. he will never leave and forsake us..

"here I am, use me... come into my life. I WANT TO BE more like JESUS. untill the end of time .. "

today's ministering to the people is fabulous. many teared becus of the holy reverence towards God. and also becus, we wanted that amazing touch that will refresh us once again.

won't elaborate more, cus it's what God that speaks that matters.

Friends who might not know Jesus and God yet...
I really wish to say, God is really so real in my life. Not just I can testify but people who are in this with me can testify. God will never fail to provide and shortchange us. with right attitude and with right mindset, he will do all those. but first, we must allow God to help us by being our saviour and leader. so where are you now? God is so real, i pray that all of you out there who do not know him will get his touched someday...

Love you ppl, nites!

xoxo



Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 11:38 AM



fufilling God's calling.. Divine calling .
What's God's calling for me?
I believe, He will reveal to me due course.
Right now, i want to draw myself closer to God..
I feel myself weary and tired.
I don't know what I`m doing at times.
Jenny is right, It's not about doing, It's about How God will work
Through me.
It's not by my strength, by my might alone.
It's through God's unfailing Love.
I failed again, by trying it all alone.
I`m gonna soak myself in God's love from now on..
No more joanne alone, but with God.
" I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."

I believe right now, being in singer's ministry
It means ministering to the people.
If as a support singer, I myself arent walking right with God
People can sense and I believe, this will affect.
Since I've taken this step to walk with God
I wanna walk even closer and not to drift any further.
I wanna fufil God's calling for me and to play a part in Great Commission.

Today's sermon it's more than a sermon
It's more of a calling and a touch from God
Telling me " hey, stop and listen to what i have to say to you.."
all along I have not been curious in anything of my spiritual walk with God..
Everything seems so routined, seems to regular
that even sometimes, I am oblivion to it already.
I realise that i`ve been living in this fast pace society that i cant even stop
To listen to what might God's calling for me will be..
Everything happen becus it's God's plan for me..
So hard that i wish to let go at times.
But this is what kept me on...
To keep going on for i do not wish to fail my father who placed so much in me.
Be it talents, gifts, lives.. i wanna give it all back to him.

It's no longer about what i want, what i need
It's gonna be what God wants and what God have for me.

Friends, what are you living for?
To earn big bucks?
To have a happy family?
To be a CEO?
To have everything in the world?
To travel all around the world?

For me, so what if i have big bucks? I cant bring it when i step into the coffin.
Happy family yes, it's important. But what will it become when i die?
To be a CEO - it'll be gone when i retire.
To have everything in the world? so what if i gain everything, after I die, it's all gone.
travel all around the world - it'll still comes to an end when i die.

It's not that i`m being pestimistic. But take a min to think..
after you're dead, what will happen?
Where will you go?

I`ve found the answer to these questions , have you?

good night people, do allow yourself to think thru it. Not gonna sae animore, leaving it all up to you.

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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