Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 8:07 AM


haha. reading my tags and the pms i got online, bet you guys miss me alot. esp, jenny, geck and my sheepies & my cg mem, pei qi, shirley, dorotthy, yensee.. hahahaha!

practically, my whole CG! heeeeehs. okay la. i know i`m missed. dun miss me too much. i`m sneezing like shit over here. it's V. cold.. very lor... now better le.. at seoul right now.. v. hungry with no food to eat & a stupid luggage full of things waiting for me to pack. i`m lazy. crap. hoho.

hmms hmms...

i didnt expected anything from this trip. but i came with a heart to really spend time with God alone here..

you know, i really drew myself closer to God as well as HIM closer to me...

alot of things have been blessed into this trip and i really wanna thank God for it.. all the things that god shown me, really prove this thing again, he is just here with me. anywhere, God is around! amen!

in korea, it's cold and the food.. eeeeks. =.=! and the weather here caused my lips to crack and stuff. i`m looking forward to go back singapore to have my burger king, have my KFC! hoho. before 31 october i wanna eat 2 piece chicken meal with $1 off ! *kachingg* i sound so auntie, but yea. true whattt ! ._______________.


over here, i see jenny, i see geck, i see pei qi, i see shirley, i see my sheeps....


HAHA . wonder how right? i show u.. xD

jenny !

pei qi !

wei ru!

alexiaa !

GECKTING!

no shirls la. no pigs at safarii. sorry shirls. hahahaha! no wei ru too, no sotongg.. T.T

there's alot more but will give an detailed update when i`m back ! miss me ppl! gotta go sleep now. need to wake up early.. =)

God is enough to fill my heart !

bye!


xoxo



Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 11:05 AM




above 2 pictures are taken before & after service. hmmmms. alot happened, for the good yup. cus i know every single thing i go thru, it's to allow me to grow more and not to drop further down..
i really thank God for placing so much in my life so that he can mould me to become a strong woman for his. to love God, love people.
now 2 lives are under me, and there will be more to come. be it problems or sheeps. i want to take it up as God sees my ability and God sees how much further he can use me. i wanna be fully utilize by God as i know deep down in my heart, he is the only one that will see me thru all things. he is the only thing that will last when all else fade...
after we are buried.. all fames, all glory, all fun, all joy are gone.. all these doesnt last.. but his love last.. his never ending love for us.. to allow us to have this chance, to share the good news to the ones we love..
let's all continue to keep this in mind, keep the great commission (matt 28:18-20) in our hearts.. to do our part in this..
I wanna grow so that i can see my sheeps grow more.. God will use us in all areas.. be it to plant churches, be it to be a CL, UL, or pastor, or even an evangelist.. i think now, i really wanna play a part in building it up. i wanna play a part in moulding myself, and moulding my people, to really come to see the great commission as something that we will solely work for in our lives..
jiayou brothers and sisters!
love ; corey

xoxo



Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 7:43 AM



hhey yo.
hmmms.. sad leh. i`m blogging yet ppl arent reading. ppl arent taggingg. v. sad lurh!
=(((( hahaha.
hmmms...
sorted some heartfelt things w geck. gotta tell jenny! haha.
i really thank god that he placed ppl in my life to remind me of my heart, my mind and my emotions... i`ll guard them.. i`ll not let satan attack me further.. really thank that sister who spoke into my life so deeply. and questioned my heart so much. i am someone who refuses to face reality.. but as i came to know god, i realise, i should always check my own heart.. thank god for placing that sister into my life! and all the sisters ,, brothers in this race with me.. let's continue to spur each other up..
it's not the reward that i should look for.. but to look at how much i can do for god, and have i done it all for god.. yupp.
that teaching she send me is seriously so frank and straight that i have to face my own heart..
indeed, i`ve forgotten to guard my mind that satan managed to make me feel so much which i feel it's small matters to me.. i wanna refresh myself.. i wanna recharge myself again! once again.. thank god for all he've done and placing people in my life to speak to me thru them !
thank god.. ^^
nites ppl !

xoxo



Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 11:48 AM


hey yyo! bet all of you are missing my post already. tag leh. if not i feel sad leh. i sad i might end up crying and emo-inggg~ ... lols! no i wont! i am secured . haha. tag ppl! hoho. i`m a person of words! heeeeehs.

aniwae, today CT meet is v. special to me. as in, it's not the normal CT meet. rather, it's very refreshing and it really makes me move forward to charge myself, and to have a better view of the Great commission and the vision. i will prepare my people, prepare myself, to fight the spiritual warfare, to send ppl out to plant churches. I do make a difference, and i want to help out in the great commission!

yay! haha.

i`m tired now..

shall go sleep already. post for wad i also dunno. i know i know!








TAGG PPL !

god bless. ^^

corey; joanne

xoxo



Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 12:37 PM


they trying to steal limelight. HAHA.

sheepie & me

heart of Bizart ;


hoho. tags replied. bet you guys miss my reply right?


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3.40am! woah. joanne ar joanne, why this time still dun wan sleep? was reading blogg and reflecting about things. den ended up watching ppstream, digimon. so addictive can! v. nice.. veryy childhood. hhaha.


aniwae, had lantern fest. today w CG. but ended up playing candle and sparkles. hoho.
but the times spent under the moon is really fabulous. really thank god for blessing us with a good place and weather to enjoy it! really wanna utilize all my time for god's kingdom.
before today lantern thingy, had shepherding. it's really refreshing and really great la. cus i am able to tell someone about how i feel for all part of my life! really thank god for placing ppl in my life.
another thing is that, i`m happy that my CG mem opens up to me. it really is an encouragement to me! really will know that, my life , can be taken as an example. so i must set good examples for my sheep, for the CG members...
hahhs..
aniwae, SARAHH, AHRAHH said that my voice is cute. haha.. really. i 've god evidence. but nvm, god see it~ hohohoho.
k la.. bye.
tired le . nights.

xoxo



Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 1:18 PM



bizart 3a . =)
recently, i`ve learnt alot thru the experience that god blessed me with and i really thank god for that. without this, i wouldnt have learnt and overcome what i always couldnt overcome... in my life, i`ve never experience so much from god, even tou i am a borned christian.. i never know what is quiet time, what is to go for service and CG. but now, i really came to understand what is to have a closer relationship with lord , jesus.
alot happened, alot learnt. i dunno how to summarise everything up. too much . blame it on me who dont wish to blog often.
- jenny's birthday, happy 20th birthday pherdy!
- newell's birthday , happy 18th birthday !
- sheepie growing.
- CG growing slowly.
- God spoke to me in many ways.
- God help me in every situation.
- learnt to depend on God and rely on God.
- learnt how to skate.
- miss GECK.
- going out of singapore soon.
last one..
- hungry, wanna sleep.
heeehs. i`m hungry. and tired. after editting the blog. shall edit more tml den. nites ppl. dont miss me. thank god for today.
God, i really thank you for speaking to me and helping me to grow and mould me to be more like jesus. thank god!
nites.

xoxo



Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 7:47 AM
The good news is here !



been a long time since i blogged. today i will blog not about what i have done, not about what i wish for as my purpose but purely to share the good news to the fellow brothers and sisters whom are with me in this warfare .
today, i felt god's wonderful and awesome power in my life. i really would like to share this with you guys. although you may feel not much or it might change ur life but fellow sisters and brothers, let me share it with all of you.
God reminded me today about LOVE. Not the love of BGR, not the love for animals, not the love for anything else, but the love for god, the love for god's people. All the while i have been evaxing, sowing with the mindset of bringing them to know god because i want to reach my target, i want the leaders to know , i want the people to be saved for the sake of it. It really struck me hard about what god spoke to me this morning. As i was waiting for shirley and pei qi at the interchange small mac in the morning, i was really perplex about some issues in my life and i really didnt know how to handle. i was using my strength all along to manage the whole issue. i was seriously tired and exhausted.
This morning, i sat down at mac with that 1hr and 3o mins of waiting for them, god refreshed me thru that short time. I decided not to rely on my own strength, is at down, took out the bible and prayed to god - god, i`m sorry i relied on my own strength, i`m really having a tough time now lord, let me hand my whole situation and life unto you. god, show me thru the bible what you want to say to me lord i wanna surrender myself to you. god showed me this verse in the bible which says something like this :" love the person like how god will love him/her even though he/she might have turned to other god, love them. " i started to ponder, out of my contact pool, how many do i show real love and concern? out my my friends how many do i love and concern? do i select and choose who to save and choose who to sow on? God really reminded me that love is the most essential key to building a relationship. having true love for someone is something that the other party will sense. god really reminded me, if there is no love, the ppl can sense it and they are able to know our hearts. what matter is god, he sees our heart, our motive. it really woken me up and reminded me that god, to him, i`m transparent. so no point hiding from him , for he is there to help me and to grow me.
This is also constantly in my mind, sisters and brothers, if end days is here, your friends arent saved, your parents arent saved, will you feel guilty? will you reprimand yourself? or will you feel upset? all these will come when he's back, it will be the least expected [ matt 24: 44] . bear in mind that, love is the most essential thing to save someone. to touch someone's heart, it's love. god really showed me the way to allow me to continue this path till i see him face to face in heaven. sisters and brothers, we wont know we will face jesus. it might be tml, it might be next week, or it might be in a split seconds later. we wont know. let's really have the love for the people, let's really be reminded of salvation's day and be reminded of the love god have for us. we should learn it from god, to love the people. it wont be easy to love everyone , do bear in mind. to share the good news to them, for we are nothing without god. god sent us to earth, not to earn a million dollars, not to establish a great career, not to have many Zs and As, yes, it may be essential to us, but it's not the focus. what ever i want to do, i want to be kingdom - minded to know that whatever i do, i want to glorify god, i want to lift his name on high, i want to exalt the lord!
some of you might feel that, wow, joanne is so ridiculous , is there really such a person who exist? all these are base on my own experience with almighty god. i really would want to share this joy i have with everyone out there. i do hope that any brother and sister or even someone who dont believe in him, to take a min or so to really ponder about what is truely love, and how he have been performing in our lives and how great he is.
"you will never know how great he is , how awesome is he , until you receive him into your life" i really find this indeed, very true and applicable in my life. i thank god for all the words he have spoke to me and i hope it did spoke to you guys too.


results are out, but what matter is the kingdom of god. the eternal and not the temporal. whatever the outcome maybe, i know god have it's best plan for me. i will do my best to glorify god, and not myself. for god is working and is real in my life. let god live in me and let my life be an example to somebody else's life !
byee!


xoxo



Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 8:59 AM






miss me? bet ya did. hohos.. aniwae, just wanna update about my life before i get busy up again.
main updates :
1. breakthrough in my life.
2. a sheep to take care of.
3. decided to go korea and cruising. booked tickets.
4. exams are over. god will bless.
5. been reflecting alot, struggling alot, but i made it through with god.
6. problems arised, but i solved it becus god is with me.
7. i`ve change my attitude and mindset towards certain things.
well .. the things stated above are really things that are going thru my life the past few weeks/months/ days. i really had this roller coaster feeling. but i am really really glad, i`m stil standing strong with god. yupps. although there might be things said about me or wad, but still, i aint the one i am before. it's something that i am really proud of. to look at things at another angle and dont repeat the same mistake ever again..
Also, through christ, i was taught how to love, how to care how to forgive, how to forget. how to learn, how to share, how to bring ppl to him, how to serve as a slave.. i really learnt alot that this world can never ever teach me. i`ll continue to serve him in the K.O.G ..
some of u reading might be asking.. why is joanne so persistent about god.. why is she holding onto a believe which is not true.. [ since i have ppl asking me] i wish to clarify, i really wanna share this joy.. and god indeed have added more values and more character , blessings into my life. i really carn thank him enough for what he have done. untill you have come to have a relationship with god, you will not be able to experience alot of blessings from him. it may be hard to believe in something unseen. but do believe in the eternal, not temporal.. what do we gain in this world after we earn alot of money.. spend it and spend.. what happiness we get? humans have never ending needs and wants. we live to fufil needs and wants.. but it will never end.. are we gonna slog our whole life just for that? or are we using it to build a foundation, to bring more ppl to know god, and to see salvation in this world.. i really hope that people will be saved.. even those i hate, i love you. i really hope to see my dearest friends, ppl whom i hate and argued before.. coming to know him.. it doesnt gain me anything.. god doesnt pay me.. neither does the church.. no one.. but becus, i wanna share this incredible news and joy to all of you !
jiayou! if there is a point of time where u feel so tired and feel like giving up.. seek god.. ask him.. he will be there for u .. ALWAYS.
loves ,
joanne ; Correyy.

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
speak out! -