Sunday, February 3, 2008 @ 9:36 AM


today i found out something. whenever i try to look back to the past, it will jus trigger the unhappiness within me. the much giving and not the process of being loved. i hate feeling this wae. i hate feeling lonely. i hate thinking about u , not being able to give in. u jus pm-ed me telling me that i am irritating by asking u questions. u ask me will i feel the same if u ask me those.. i will not. if i love u , i will not have the slightest unhappiness. i will infact, be happy that u care. i am disappointed. but i noe, i mus stay strong.

whenever i look forward to my future towards my courses, towards my life in future, i feel so much better. i felt hope, light and security. i feel loved by my parents. i feel loved by my collegues. i feel loved and doted by my friends ike amanda, alwin , joanne tham etc etc. so mani ppl caring so mani ppl loving me. i should not look back. i should infact, be more open and more willing to accept everything that god has planned for me.

dun worry guys, i`ll live and love my life as it is. thankyou for all the concerns alright! loves.

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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