Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 9:05 AM


Your Ex is Avoidant

Your ex is emotionally distant and avoids intimacy at all costs.
Your ex doesn't like socializing, trying new things, or even spending much time with others.
People with avoidant personality disorder are insecure, fear rejection, and fear looking stupid.
Sound at all familiar?

What Joanne Tan Hui Fen Means


You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

suddenly, i got so much to tell to someone. suddenly i feel the secret in me piling up. suddenly i feel like dying off from this world. suddenly, i feel like leaving everything behind. suddenly, i feel so breathless. suddenly, i felt like crying out. suddenly, i felt like sleeping not waking up towards any tommorrow. so sudden.
what happen to my future. why carn i think about it. why arent i as happy as i used to . wad's wrong? i don't know. i have the best already. wad more do i want. wad's wrong? wad did i sense? why am i upset? where is my future. why isit that, there is no tommorrow for me to look forward to? what is. my goals. what am i living for?
why carn i jus straighten out my mind why carn i jus think properly. why. why. why.
sometimes i feel so lil of myself being only able to do all these lil stuff. in my mind i do ponder alot alot. i dunno who to trust. i dunno who to talk to. i dunno who to confide to. everyone seem to be busy. i dunno wad to start believing in. i dunno wad behold my future. i still do worry about him. i've let go.it hurts to think back so why do so joanne? it's time to look forward. i noe i shouldnt sound so idiotic here making a fuse out of nothing. suddenly, everything within me, jus broke down. i feel so tense up. i felt so breathless. i feel so lonely suddenly. even if there is zillion of people PM-ing me online or sending me smses, i still feel lonely. inner. i feel empty. what should i look forward for. i got so mani secrets to reveal. i got so mani stuff in my heart that's so hard to get out. i dunno whom to seek. i dunno anithing. everything jus seem so wrong. i dunno how to list it out. i am jus confused in a mess, lost! f*** . i dunno wad i feel unstable of. i dunno why i am feeling this wae. i seriously dunno! argh. i feel so. stupid. f*** .

xoxo




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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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