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suddenly, i got so much to tell to someone. suddenly i feel the secret in me piling up. suddenly i feel like dying off from this world. suddenly, i feel like leaving everything behind. suddenly, i feel so breathless. suddenly, i felt like crying out. suddenly, i felt like sleeping not waking up towards any tommorrow. so sudden. what happen to my future. why carn i think about it. why arent i as happy as i used to . wad's wrong? i don't know. i have the best already. wad more do i want. wad's wrong? wad did i sense? why am i upset? where is my future. why isit that, there is no tommorrow for me to look forward to? what is. my goals. what am i living for? why carn i jus straighten out my mind why carn i jus think properly. why. why. why. sometimes i feel so lil of myself being only able to do all these lil stuff. in my mind i do ponder alot alot. i dunno who to trust. i dunno who to talk to. i dunno who to confide to. everyone seem to be busy. i dunno wad to start believing in. i dunno wad behold my future. i still do worry about him. i've let go.it hurts to think back so why do so joanne? it's time to look forward. i noe i shouldnt sound so idiotic here making a fuse out of nothing. suddenly, everything within me, jus broke down. i feel so tense up. i felt so breathless. i feel so lonely suddenly. even if there is zillion of people PM-ing me online or sending me smses, i still feel lonely. inner. i feel empty. what should i look forward for. i got so mani secrets to reveal. i got so mani stuff in my heart that's so hard to get out. i dunno whom to seek. i dunno anithing. everything jus seem so wrong. i dunno how to list it out. i am jus confused in a mess, lost! f*** . i dunno wad i feel unstable of. i dunno why i am feeling this wae. i seriously dunno! argh. i feel so. stupid. f*** . xoxo |
![]() profile I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I've found mine, what about you? Goals- - Grow myself to a CL. - See people's life transformation. - To lift Jesus's name on High. speak out! - way back - November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 Precious ones- amanda cassandra Daamanda Edwyna geckting Hui Fang jenny Marinne mei yi Naemah pei qi shirley Wei ru Wen Hui credits skin by: Jane |