Monday, March 3, 2008 @ 7:56 AM

i`ve decided not to get too into it already. cause i guess. it's really how i judge it to be. yea, so wad if it happens? my life still goes on happily! now i don't have much to anticipate but jus looking forward to the package i will be receiving. cause it really sounds like a huge present lurh. the word " package" sounds big. heeeehs. may be childish, but who cares! i`m happy. [ like i promised to give a happier post. ] heehs. aniwae, i wanna go watch movie lurh. amanda promised me already.. when?!! and i shall await for kaili's holiday to jio her out. heeehs. and naemah! bring me out to playy! hohos. i realised, it's really all in the mind as to how u see somethings to be. and thankfully, i`m not someone who is really really pestimistic. i do am pestimistic sometimes. but not dat into it. i`m optimistic tooo! some friend at bugis working around said i`m a happy apple. heeehs. i bring my smile along everyday i go down to bugis. i donno why. but it really makes me smile when i am working. at least, i`m spending my days fruitfully dere.

thankfully, i`ve grown up like wad mani people said. last time, i do admit, my actions and behaviour is horrendous! yupp, thanks to my jie jie[s] in bugis who taught me rights and wrongs. really it's been a great time with them. i noe good moments don't last. so i will cherish my days down dere. and i know they will leave sooner or later.. ))): they have their own life and family urh. sad . but wish them luck too urh! heeehs.

sometimes, i noe i shouldnt gave my trust so easily. lucky for my collegues who taught me dat. if not now i guess i`ll be crying like shit. but yea. i do not let down my guard dat easily already. it's not easy to see thru me urh! the person i confide most, is really my collegues. they are really wad i can call , true listener. yupps.

right now, i won't really bother with the way you wanna treat me. true or not. it's up to u. it's not my loss and i know, i won't be the one at the losing end. i still have my studies and new friends to meet. if u still wan to circle around your old cliques and old companions, go ahead. i carn stop u . i carn persuade u. i can only advice. i wont confide in u animore already. cus the trust have been broken too mani times. but it's okay. it's really lucky, i did not let down my guard! ^^ and to friends who have been with me for quite along time, people like amanda, naemah, fang, joanne, rambert, joel... etc etc. thanks eh! you guys have made me who i am today.

i am happy. cause at least, my family is in good situation. i cant sae there isnt ani pressure but at lest, everything is still under control. and i am glad to sae, i have a bright future, i have mani friends, and i have the best collegues out there. ^^ joanne is blessed already.

thanks guys! and i promise, i`ll not frown so much. i`ll smile more! ^^

byeee~

TAGS REPLY :

jonathan : hello.... excuse me, i really don't understand u and naemah. both are speaking in alien-ic and foreign languages. where are u guys from?!! o.o

kaili : hohos, i like it this wae! heeehhs. holidays i jio u out ar.. ^^ u now study hard!

peter: you have jus successfully used it retard! heeeeeehs. smile ar. dun DL ah!


byee~

xoxo