Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 9:16 AM


why am i so dumb as to give my 80% trust to you? i should know from the start i shouldnt trust you tat much. and i know, i don't noe much of you. i shouldnt have believed wadever tat have happened before. maybe everything is jus a shadow which will vanishes when night falls. i guess, i`m really too too too dumb to believe to trust and to confide in you so much. sometimes, i really wish, to not know everything around me. at least, it wouldnt hurt as much as it maybe. i know tat some stuffs, arent the wae i see. only untill i made it happen, it happened. i guess, all these have to be blamed on myself. twice, thrice. i lost my trust. and i lost the faith i had in you. i tod everything tat you said to me was true and you won't lie to me. i donno animore. call me petty, call me ignorant. it doesnt matter animore. i jus wish to lead a simple life. tat's it. i dont really care wad will happen next. i won't look forward to anithing. i shall jus pretend. till the day, everything unfolds.....

shall post a happier post later. sorry for this .

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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