Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 9:42 AM


如果你还爱我

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过
也许对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心走了
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过
但是对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早已注定
不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我表白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到你不再属于我

如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊

如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪
默默地离开

bold those are really some words that describe my feelings. there are mani songgs tat i currently are in love with, but this song is just one that i will post. tooo tired out. gonna sleep at 1am. so coutning i have around 6hrs of rest? yea. yesterday less den 5hrs. so god dammn tired today. tml gonna be another long day. schooling from 9-4pm after that, gonna make a trip to commonwealth.. sianns. =.=! den after that maybe go bugis le.. i wanna get a Ipod Touch la. know why? cus a road idiot like me, needs to get past in singapore need a map. and and and, street directory died on me la! =.=! so pissed. i like cannot go aniwhere far on errand these few days. thanks ar streetdirectory.com . my life, all depends on u, and this is how u treat me?!!! *grrrs* hmmms. today is so so so tiring. learnt alot. can sae, ok ok lo. after school went to do my work with joel they all and after that, we went over to have dinner at this random indian place. it's alwas fun with them around. shall not elaborate. they can really bird talk. but i believe, there are mani more better than them. LOL.

went home and printed out lecture notes for tml's lecture. omfg. 139 slides. die. i print out only those with words . not the pictures! =.=. gonna kill me man. so total 70 slides? half leh! =.= . tml, duno how long lecture gonna be... there's alot to be done this week. and it's really killing me. jus the planning out alone, is enough to kill me. =.= . i shall go rest now. short and sweet.

nites people.

i promise i will forget, promise i will get on with life. promise never to cross into ur life. promise never to get upset over you again. promise not to think of the impossibles. i`ll just get on with life as usual. i alwas put on a smile in school, as i really find no one i can confide everything to. tiffany, thanks for the talk girl. it really made me realise alot, and able to heave a sigh of relief. thanks. * loves*

nites people.

xoxo




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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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