Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 7:10 PM


currently in school now having lecture in a stupid atmosphere. aniwae, there isnt much for me to blogg. just feeling vexed, and bored with regards to certain stuffs in life. sometimes, i ask , why is it i`m affected / am afraid of being commented / judged at. why is this so? seriously, i do not know. many things in life have beeen affecting me. wish to voice it out but i know there's eyes on me, ears close by listening. might as well just shut up. i feel verii verii demoralised with the wae i am being myself, but ppl around me dunno i am true or not. seriously, dere's no need for me to put on an act or wad. some might be delighted with what i just wrote, some may be unhappy about it. gahs. so much i call this my blog. so much i call this my personal space/venting area. there's just still some restriction. maybe i should just shut this blog down.

i am so afraid i will keep quiet once again. i know i shouldnt be afraid of the comments and i should not sway/ change my todds becus of all these. i feel terrible. but who can i seek? i know that things are never 100 ttrue. am i too sensitive or what? but i really don't know. i seriously feel terrible. who can i seek other father god? he's the only one whom knows me the best...


god, i know u are here for me. i know u understand how your child feels currently lord. god, i know u understand my situation and i wanna thnak you for blessing me with bizart 3 loving me for who i am , and i cna be myself whenever i`m with them. i thank you for this big family. and i thank you for being here for me. who can i confide in other than you? who can know me more than you do? who can i trust other than you? god, i wanna allow you to guide me. i give my life unto you lord. father, for i have sinned against you, i ask for your forgiveness. i wanna walk this faithful path down towards you. i wanna run into your loving arms. i wanna be with you. i know you are alwas there. you never forsake your child. i know and i understand. god, thank you. i love you lord. amen.

byeee.

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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