Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 6:49 AM



she simply soothe my tiredness after a long day.

hmmms. yea. back from a long tiring day at school. woke up at 9 to study again. last night studied all the way from 7pm plus till 2am+++ 3am. sadd life eh. F&B i mus definitely score well. i love this subject super duper lot. really. hmmms. it rained at 10 plus okay. so shiok lehhs. hahhhs. daddy rushed home to send me to school . heehs. i`m really pampered eh? mummy also asked daddy come home fetch me to school which is just across my house. hahaaahahhaaa!

reached school, studying for F&B too. RHT was quite crap? just wanna deliver a few main point . but it's good lurh. at least i did absorb a lil whilst studying? hahs. hmmms, den went for tutorial. test was pretty much easy as he revised with us.hahhs. he's a good lecturer / tutor la! hmmms, den went for intro. HTM. quite okay urh. her lessons is alwas so funnye. heehs. having a test next weeeek! AHHHHHHHHH! hahhs. shall prepare le. heeehs.

after lecture and stuffs went to meet philbert, marcus lee, joel at biz canteen. den headed off to mushroom to meet liyong and joanne tham. hahhs. it's so crappy with us can. we girls are having a great time chatting and catching up. got some damn funny jokes la. i mean lame jokes. even joel dunno leh. LOL. this proves that joel aint lame. lols. aniwae, we headed to kfc to eat and chat and play la. funny lurh with them. headed hom took bus 293 home although it's only like go up bus for less den 5 mins i was lazii to walk home la. hahhs. denn, reached home, bought biscuits and milo again. my before bed meals. yupps. and here i am blogging.

i tod tat u promised to be there for me 24/7 . i tod i could rely u. i tod i still haev that lill trust in that. but it all came down to nothing. i was sick. i called u although u told me to go sleep. i didnt sleep tat night. cus i hurt myself. i took a long time to go home. thus i bluff u i slept. i called u again before i slept and bluff u again tat i woke up. and u scolded me. u did apologise yes. but i didnt noe u could get so irritated with me. to u, it doesnt seem so. u sae i am darn important to u. it doesnt look like it. u can say can make me guilty and stuffs like tat. maybe i`m too gulliable. maybe i`m too naive. i shouldnt have put so much faith in you. neither should i ____ . i dun wish to cling onto any empty promises. i`ll forget and i`ll lead my life as it is.

i dun wish to hurt, neither do i wish to accomodate. i dun wish to start so that it will not end. i dun wish to get entangled like how i was in the past and get myself all frustrated and upset over small lil stuffs. i just want to spend my time, my life happily with u guys just like tat. i noe that mani sacrifices have been made to make it possible. i do appriciate. i do wish to give it my best too. but i do not wish tat u willl not reap wad u sow. u are a nice person. i noe. up till now i`m still confused as to wad to do. let me take a break.

gtg now ppl. sorry for not updating regularrly. u guys nva tag. now tagboard full den i blog .

hahhhs. nites.

TAGS REPLY :

xiu hui : i`m fast ma! hahhhhs. not like u . so slow heeehs. yeaaps ying ye 3+1 is nice. i watching more video. ppstream is loved! LOLS.

naemah : busy gives u an excuse not to visit my blg?! anyway, today li yong and i remembered about guo yu opening his blue umbrella in the macdonalds. damn hilarious and we bet u will still remember. HAHS! been long since wad? u saw me? miss me right. hahhhs.

li yong : " hahhhhs " . lols. that's to yoos urh! not for me. heeehs. guo yu guo yu so funny! lols. *ant cycling past* everyday see u sia. hahhhs.

kaili : dun lie ar kaili. miss me nva come my blog want. *whackks* hahhhs. yoos everyday study with my brother is it. or rather, weekend. hahhs. aniwae, how's ur results? need help call me lo. hahhhs .may not be good, but still can help. ^^

marinne : hahhhs. we fated ma. u miss me den i appear already. xD woman u take care too la! ^^ dun anihow anihow close down blog ar. i will break down and cry. HAHHs.

amanda : G double O D J O B good job! hahhhs. idiot. make me sing here. so embarrassing.

hkh : idiot la. ask u tag nva ask u to sae hi bye. make me super duper ultra sad can. and the game, fun right. i noe. thank me!

alan : hahhhs. i will .. SOOON. heehhs.

byeee!

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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