Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 7:46 AM

thank god for each and everyday i am living through now. i have alot to thank for ..

ok. i shall update urh. hmmms... saturday.. woke up at urhhh... if i aint wrongg, 10? yea. prepare, and went to meet amanda, mei yi & pei qi at around 1? they are alwas late. hahhhhs. i heard. den headed to sommerset to eat at "graffiti " dunno where la. denn, went to play pool. denn had service.

i`m really inspired by pastor jasmine. she really brought me back to god. her video, is the most important aspect, that brought me back to god. to connect me back with him. remembering the sacrfices he made, and the minute stuffs i did , the guilt i have. i cried. but, i picked up, and told myself, joanne, god is teling u, to go back to his embrace. he is constantly there for you. just a matter whether you will turn back and run back towards his loving arms...

and yes, i`ve reconnected with god again. i thank god for having a friend like amanda through out, pestering me for something good. pestering me all day long just to go back to u lord. and yes, i failed as your child, but now, i have grown stronger. to live in your name, to praise u to sing unto you.i thank you for bringing bizart 3 this bunch of people whom can tolerate my nonsense and jokes.. not forgetting, guiding me to come back to you lord. esp, jenny, pei qi, mei yi. they are constantly like my elder sisters, caring for me like a lil child. lord, thru them, i see your love, your amazing grace and your never ending love towards your child , me lord. thank you for everything.

also, i wanna thank you for my christianity family. my pestering family, asking me to go back unto you lord. and yes, i did i will not forget the love of yours and thru them. i will forever spread your words and bring more people to know u lord. i can do it. i believe so. as i am forever that noisy. [ hahhs]

a story to share. do just take a minute to read guys. really. [koped from meiyi's blog ]

Unmoved Rock

Once upon a time, there was a man who was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light and the Saviour appeared. The Lord told the man He had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might. This the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoved rock, pushing with all his might.

Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, SATAN decided to enter the picture placing thoughts into the man's mind such as "You have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't budged. Why kill urself over this? You are never going to move it." Thus giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure.

These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man even more. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "i'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum of effort and that will be good enough." And that he planned to do until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord.

"Lord", he said, "i have laboured long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, i have not even budged that rock a half a millimeter. What is wrong? why am i falling?" To this the Lord responded compassionately, "My Child, when long ago i asked you to serve me and you accepted, i told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength, which you have done. Never once did i mention to you that i expected you to move it. Your task was to push.

And now you come to me, your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back sinewed and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition, you have grown much and ur abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you hadn't moved the rock. But ur calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My Wisdom. This you have done. I, my child, will now move the rock."

1cor 15:58

This story, is really heartfelt & heartwarming. let nothing move our faith bizart 3 & all fellow hope "sheeps" . God is constantly there, helping us along, believe in him, and trust in him. God have paved our path. Do not doubt. he is our father, our beloved father. let's grow our faith towards him. and spread his words around alright? ^^

yesterday

went to work. nothing much.

today

woke up at 8. thanks to my SHEPHERD for conning me out ALL the time. LOL. went to fairprice to buy groceries.so rare of joanne tan in the supermarket.. hahhs. buy le, den went over to aman's house to cook spphagg. not i cook of cus. if not it'll be darn nice til not enough for ppl to eat. xD .den headed to "jacob's place" [ they lie to me about that place] idiots. but it's darn cool there can play MJ, pool, movie, eat, chat, gathering place la. darn cold and cool. heeehs. den headed to 201 to find that idiot. hahhs. den went home lo.

shall go revise my comm. skills already lurh.

bye bye!

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xoxo