Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 10:15 AM

alot have happen and i am more spiritually fed and spiritually recharged. sometimes, i am really tired to go on.. sometimes, i am too lazy to go on.. alot have happened, new members in bizart 3! yansee & samantha! glad to see u guys coming forward to say yes to know him..

i faced alot recently, be it ups and downs.. no point retrackking, as i am living for the future, the kingdom of god. amen!!!

today, had a long tiring day. hmms. i took back com skills result.. somehow or rather, i really have the inner peace in me . cus i know i eventually will be the winner in this race. and i wanna bring more ppl along with me for he is so loviing. we are living for his love.. so , it really didnt really matter alot to me i realise! hahhs. but it'll be good to do well but well, aniwaes.. hahhs!

after school, went over to eunos to have worker's meet... hmms.. it's really veri impactful, it's not gonna just be i promise i will do this, i promise i will do that for god. i will really put it into actions. i will go over it. no matter how it is, no matter what's stopping me. i will do it. the rest, god will handle. i trust him.

satan attacked my faith after this. my mum called me up to sae like i`m not home yet, she will lock the doors . and from tml onwards, if i am not home before 10, she will lock all doors and i can only get home the next morning? how saddening can this be? i was really so upset that i kept quiet in the bus. only after i alight, then i started to think.. i criedd and i prayed to god. god god god, i really want to serve uu, really want to praise and worship you. why the persecution is coming so fast... god, help me out.. i really want to go on serving u. i really know i want to be with u in heaven, to really come and bring more people to u. i want to do it. i want to put it into actions. dun take away my chance god... please help me. and as i reach home, the door was indeed locked [tightly and all locks locked] and my dad open the door for me and comfortted me telling me anithing, call him. i felt immediate relief man! god! you answered my prayerr! and i thank god for it.. god thank you! i will grow more faithfully and stronger in you!

alot will be faaced, will we be ready to do all these just for him?
are we ready to see him?
are we going all out to save the lost souls?
are we going all the way to bring more people to him?

it's not about skills. it's about ones' determination and trust in him. he can create miracles in our lives. believe! jiayou~ !!

sorry . too tired to reply taggs.

xoxo