Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 8:12 PM

sorry for lack of updates. been real busy. going school from 9-9 kind. reaching home at almost 10 plus , 11. been really tired out with the things piling on me. and the feeligns i feel, how i wish i could express.

i dunno whether this will be read by them or not, i really wanna sae it out.

Projectmates :
i dunno how u guys feel towards me, but i really really hope to really get into all of your conversation sometimes. i do feel left out and not with the group. and ii realise, i always cannot seem to participate with you guys.. i really hope to know what's the problem. is it because i am always busy, or i cannot give good ideas? i aplogise for the timing i have, but i really have other commitments i have to attend to. not that project araent important, not that i dont wish to do. no matter how i wish to do, i just cant seem to allow you guys to feel i am good for something.. i really wish to do my best, but i am also afraid of doing it wrong. somehow i wish that you all will be able to really understand me moer. as i really really wish to know you guys more... i know my language is poor, my ideas are not as well, but i really hope to contribute more.. i really wish to learn and interact with you guys.. i dunno how to express myself to you all. but i wanna sae, sorry tat i cannot spend more time, i`ve tried my best. and sorry that i may seem cold or quiet or wad...

life is hectic and busy that i dwell in this busy life, forgeting the presence of my almighty god.. god o god, i`m sorry that i have been dwelling onto all these and not clinging onto u when the problems sets in. god, i wanna hand all these to you god. to really cling onto ur presence, to let you pave my path o lord... god, i really thank you for placing the cg by my side lord. to spur me on, to set me in the path of yours god. i thank you for their presence and i thank you for ur never ending love. although now i am busy and troubled over lots of stuffs, but god, i know you are here, just beside me. where i can seek your comfort your love, your care and concern for me. i thank you lord.. thankyou father...

yesterday was the last CG for bizart 3. after this, it will be Bizart 3a,3b,3c,3d !! so sisters, let's not be sad over the restructure, but be happy for it, as it will allow more growth in us in quantity, and in quality ! those without sheep, take yuor chance to grow and find a sheep soon! god will give eventually at the right time, but u also msut do your part to evax, to sow. we have the contacts , not for the sake of it, but for the salvation that god is giving us...let's really work and serve the kingdom of god. let's grow together alrighht?!

after this hectic week, i`ll post. gtg now. ^^

loves.

xoxo