Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 9:44 AM

This may be lengthy, but do read it's how i feel & what i wanna do. and what i wanna express. ^^


shall update blog since i got so mani people reading my blog who dont tag. =.=! aniwae, life have it's up and down. but no matter what, i will still give my blessing to father god. i thank him for the problems added in my life to allow me to grow, to allow me to learn from it. and i thank him for being the one always there for me. i thank him for walking beside me , listening to my whines and sorrows. i thank god for bringing me back to him. and i thank god for everything he placed for me. i thank him that i can live today, and i thank him that i have a purpose found in him.. ^^

whenever we want to do more and serve god more, many things just sets into my life, preventing me from doing it. satan is a bad guy! but nvm de hor satan, i tell u i got god! heeehs. yupp. for him, sacrificing anything is worth it. for it's the eternal thing that i am pursuing. not the temporal worldly things. give thanks to jesus christ for dying on the cross for us to reach heaven! thank god for his mercy towards us!

to do things for god, is there a limit for myself? to do things for god, is it for the sake of doing? i guess correct mindset and right attitude is the key to these. often or not, i am too complacent and always hope for god to bless me with this and that. i never tod of how i can do more things for god, how to ask god to guide me to do more for him. i guess, i have to be faithful in doing these lil things for him.. god wont want to see me waiting for him to give blessing. but to see us doing things for him, it pleases him. father lord, i really want to do more for u instead of u adding lil blessings in my life more. i want to earn these blessings and i really want to do more and more for me.. this will not be just a moment of thing. but lord, i promise, to keep this promise till the end. i will do whatever i can for u. this promises is made, and my CG member sees it. they hear me.. and i promise oh lord. i promise... i wont be complacent, i wont want to sit back and see u do things miraculously.. i have to work and serve u faithfully! god, repent for the past complacent, and i really want to devote all i have to u. sacrifices for u are worthy, for i`m pursuing u till the end of the race, when i can see u face to face. these setbacks and problems will not stop me from running towards me.. for u will refresh me and hold me strong till the end. i trust in u oh lord. i trust in u, no doubt, u will be with me side by side! doing things for u aint easy, but with u being with us, everything will be easier than it seem. for u are a mighty god blessing our lives constantly. i shouldnt doubt, i wont doubt for i know how u blessed me lord. i thank you for little blessings. even blessings like having food to eat for the day, and things to be stable, i really wannt to thank god.

sisters, let's jiayou and work faithfully towards the eternal that god promised us.. for in heaven is the place where we truely experience happiness. only through him , we gain the salvation. time is enough for us, till jesus comes back. are we ready to face him? are we prepared to face him? are we prepared to see his works? let's not wait and wait and wait.. cus by the time we finish waiting many lost souls have past by.. by the time jesus might come already.. how are we gonna salvage the situation we lost? so let's really use the time wisely now, and to really pioritize god at the top piority.. ^^ refresh ourselve spiritually from the WOG, refresh ourselves through the close prayers we have with him.. let him guide us through this road which will be a hard battle. let's take up the sword and fight this war till the end.. and let's be salt and light to the world! nothing is too hard for our mighty god.. something that might seem so so so tedious and tough for us, we might even break down.. but remember, god is beside u.. let him help u solve things.. if u put the 100% faith and trust in him !

all these i have said, will be put into practical actions . NATO isnt something that i want. i really will acheive it... for god's kingdom, let's work!

by mid august, to rise up as a praise guitarist.
by end august, to be a shepherd of 2.
by mid august, reach my two challenges. [ frm PQ & shepherd]

you know, i am really happy to know i have god. no matter how a day might be, i always recharge myself, telling myself, god is with me. and it just bring a smile across my face. god understands everything. he sees it. so believe! ^^


CT teaching and CG teaching really taught me all these. and all the above are all things i felt, and should do...

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hmmms.. well, projects are coming to an end soon.. things happen for a reason.. and i know god have a plan installed for me. so i wont let it affect me. hahhs.


MCG @ KTV , it was a blast. but it wasnt an MCG eh. must really work and work sisters! i will too. i will and i must. JY! hahhhs. we had ktv session and we ate boon tong kee after that. ahaha! my favourite place lurhh! HAHHHS. it's nice, cheap, restaurant, great! hahhhs.

SATURDAY SERVICE :

CLC really made me realise alot alot , and i repented eh cus i realise i didnt thank god when i receive blessing , i doubted the prayer's power..yup! god i repent! hahhs. service was a blast. altar call. i responded to it. and god heard my response. i will do as i say, i will do it for god. and i will not let it just be a saying. ^^ being a new believer or not doesnt give me an excuse to not keep my promise or to use it as an excuse. i`ve made my promise, and i wont forget to move towards it. =) after service, 3A verii cute lurhh! Hahhahhs... went cineleisure to have KFC. lols. and we suddenly went to take neoprints? it's really sudden kind lurhh! so cuteeee! hahhhs. after that, went home with bizart ppl . ^^ recharged & refreshed! ready to set off once again!




SUNDAY :


CLC was long, but it was really fruitful. i learnt alot and realise alot of my sowing are not correct. thus alot happen. but god, gave me second chance! i should cherish it! [ wednesday god gave me second chance!] i should seized the chance and to use a correct method to do it. if not i`ll only lose more. =(

MONDAY :


hmmms.. monday, wasnt that fruitful. but netherless, i will improve and i will not let the letdown bring me down. continue to serve and to do my best for him. childlike faith ! ^^

TUESDAY :


had lessons til 4pm and rushed for CT meet. it's cold and really , i ponder alot alot more. and i see much more what i should do. path became clearer and clearer. i thank god for showing me the way to do things now. ^^

WEDNESDAY :

had CG today! refreshing and the CHAIRs had a great start. good job! ^^ things were smooth today. alot better. but could have alot more improvement. ^^ let's strive towards excellence sisters! we can do it. LOVE GOD, LOVE PEOPLE!

alright, shall post pictures now. ^^










lord, i would want to know what is my life mission to glorify your name..

TAGS REPLY :


C.H : hahhhhahhs! u sure u imaginary? i think i noe who are u lehhs...

karen LO : i dunno. it just seems cute leh. i`m loving. i just said that ur surname is cute! lols. give u a wide smile so u will sae i`m adorable. ^^

claricia : hahhhs. okay, will relink soon! wah lauu. youth day holiday i no havee. fine one day come out play leh. ^^

eugene pang : hahhs. yo! how are yoos already? hmmms.. change link again ar? lols. okay. wil relink soon.

Gretchen : hahhaas. teacher's day coming! i`ll be coming backk soon. red carpet ar?! lols. u sae one ar. dun run away.

DAamanda : hahhahs. it's all over already. i`ll refresh myself with the WOG. i`ll be positive about it! ^^ god have bring me thru it already. loveyou too! LOLS.

xiiuhuii : u want to sign ur name? lols. i should have a guestbook or something. so that STARS like u come can sign. LOL.

jonathan : i dun see ani handsome leh?where? where? wa lau. u bluff me.. =(

Ruth : hahhhs. i`m joanne ar i tell u. LOL. wad joanna! uu same CG with me.. loving ar.. not bad ahhs..

Thea: eh pig ! i see u here! pig pig! HELLO. lols.

Christen : ignored. ahahas. and i updated already. hohos.

meiyi : yo yo ! hahahhahahas! miss me? i bet u did. LOL.

zhi wei : yupp yupp. will. and i will note what u tell me. hahhs. it's essential for my growth! i will learn de. hahhs. u`ll hear less of me i hope. LOL. yea. let's really place all things behind, to serve his kingdom first!

geck : yupp yupp! ur encouragement card is really strengthening eh. always there for me ar! lols. i will be here for u also. if u need someone to lighten up ur life. HAHs.. God is our strength!

DAamanda : hahhs. yea! sheepmate sheepmate! be sure it is open eh? whenever i want to shout must be open eh? hahhhhs! yup. god will make a way for us. not just me, for all of us ! he is our back up, our strength, our father. ^^

jenny : hahhs, shepherd! no probb. pherdy pherdy! if there's nothing i also will tell u i`m happy. hahhhs. shepherd JY too! sheepie will guaii one. sheepmates will also de! hahhhhhs. so funny.

jia : yo sheepmate, yupp. god is with us. grow grow grow! =)

liting : yup yup. thanks for encouragement. ^^ jiayou too ! miss me ar! ^^ i noe u are.

christen : lol. u my regular blog reader ar.. lols. yeaaa! jenny got use hiek hiek meh? lols. yea! she's not scary! infact, she's fun to be with ! ^^

passer-by : thankyou.. god bless. ^^

kenneth tay EVPS : hahhhs. dun need put EVPS i noe who are u . LOL. didnt know u will read eh! anotther silent reader. but not bad, this time got tag. YO ! lols.

Alexia : i teach u la! hahhhs. or u play water by poolside!lols. heehs. ok la, teach u la pigg.

Tiffany : hahhhhhhs. no prob! let's go play and have fun ! ^^



thanks for the encouragement bizart-zers. ^^ love all of u narhhs! hahhhs!


GTR . lols.
go sleep already lurhh.
nights ppl.
miss me.
nites.

xoxo