been a long time since i blogged. today i will blog not about what i have done, not about what i wish for as my purpose but purely to share the good news to the fellow brothers and sisters whom are with me in this warfare .

today, i felt god's wonderful and awesome power in my life. i really would like to share this with you guys. although you may feel not much or it might change ur life but fellow sisters and brothers, let me share it with all of you.

God reminded me today about LOVE. Not the love of BGR, not the love for animals, not the love for anything else, but the love for god, the love for god's people. All the while i have been evaxing, sowing with the mindset of bringing them to know god because i want to reach my target, i want the leaders to know , i want the people to be saved for the sake of it. It really struck me hard about what god spoke to me this morning. As i was waiting for shirley and pei qi at the interchange small mac in the morning, i was really perplex about some issues in my life and i really didnt know how to handle. i was using my strength all along to manage the whole issue. i was seriously tired and exhausted.

This morning, i sat down at mac with that 1hr and 3o mins of waiting for them, god refreshed me thru that short time. I decided not to rely on my own strength, is at down, took out the bible and prayed to god - god, i`m sorry i relied on my own strength, i`m really having a tough time now lord, let me hand my whole situation and life unto you. god, show me thru the bible what you want to say to me lord i wanna surrender myself to you. god showed me this verse in the bible which says something like this :" love the person like how god will love him/her even though he/she might have turned to other god, love them. " i started to ponder, out of my contact pool, how many do i show real love and concern? out my my friends how many do i love and concern? do i select and choose who to save and choose who to sow on? God really reminded me that love is the most essential key to building a relationship. having true love for someone is something that the other party will sense. god really reminded me, if there is no love, the ppl can sense it and they are able to know our hearts. what matter is god, he sees our heart, our motive. it really woken me up and reminded me that god, to him, i`m transparent. so no point hiding from him , for he is there to help me and to grow me.

This is also constantly in my mind, sisters and brothers, if end days is here, your friends arent saved, your parents arent saved, will you feel guilty? will you reprimand yourself? or will you feel upset? all these will come when he's back, it will be the least expected [ matt 24: 44] . bear in mind that, love is the most essential thing to save someone. to touch someone's heart, it's love. god really showed me the way to allow me to continue this path till i see him face to face in heaven. sisters and brothers, we wont know we will face jesus. it might be tml, it might be next week, or it might be in a split seconds later. we wont know. let's really have the love for the people, let's really be reminded of salvation's day and be reminded of the love god have for us. we should learn it from god, to love the people. it wont be easy to love everyone , do bear in mind. to share the good news to them, for we are nothing without god. god sent us to earth, not to earn a million dollars, not to establish a great career, not to have many Zs and As, yes, it may be essential to us, but it's not the focus. what ever i want to do, i want to be kingdom - minded to know that whatever i do, i want to glorify god, i want to lift his name on high, i want to exalt the lord!

some of you might feel that, wow, joanne is so ridiculous , is there really such a person who exist? all these are base on my own experience with almighty god. i really would want to share this joy i have with everyone out there. i do hope that any brother and sister or even someone who dont believe in him, to take a min or so to really ponder about what is truely love, and how he have been performing in our lives and how great he is.

results are out, but what matter is the kingdom of god. the eternal and not the temporal. whatever the outcome maybe, i know god have it's best plan for me. i will do my best to glorify god, and not myself. for god is working and is real in my life. let god live in me and let my life be an example to somebody else's life !

byee!