Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 9:14 AM


Today's WAM night is a blast. although i end up coming home at 1, it's really great time spent.


due to some personal reason i was spiritually v. dry and didnt find any motivation to move on and chiong for God. i neglected that touch and r/s w God and it made me closed my heart to God's word unknowingly.

I refuse to be fed spritually and ended up being in a total mess in my life. didnt know what was i heading for- rather didnt wanted to head to where i aim for. it's no use aiming if i wasnt able to reach it....

God spoke so clearly to me thru tryphoza. although we might be from different CG, we might not really share life so often, but yet the words God drop into my life thru her was so divine. I didnt reveal anything to her, but yet, i felt so transparent at that moment that...

I could sense the H.S prompting in my heart with a vision of where i am - in my spiritual life. I cried.. I cried becus of the holy reverence i have towards God that God, i have claimed to let you use me but yet, I arent being used to the fullest.

I pondered, and stop, pondered and move a step. God oh God, i`ve wavered and i have not charged on yet...

I believe in many point of our lives, we will feel restless and tired of doing God's work, studying, working and many others stuff. something good about doing God's work is, God will be there with you, through it ALL. he will never leave and forsake us..

"here I am, use me... come into my life. I WANT TO BE more like JESUS. untill the end of time .. "

today's ministering to the people is fabulous. many teared becus of the holy reverence towards God. and also becus, we wanted that amazing touch that will refresh us once again.

won't elaborate more, cus it's what God that speaks that matters.

Friends who might not know Jesus and God yet...
I really wish to say, God is really so real in my life. Not just I can testify but people who are in this with me can testify. God will never fail to provide and shortchange us. with right attitude and with right mindset, he will do all those. but first, we must allow God to help us by being our saviour and leader. so where are you now? God is so real, i pray that all of you out there who do not know him will get his touched someday...

Love you ppl, nites!

xoxo

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I`m simply a girl with the name of Joanne Tan. I am a child of God, and I simply love God with the bottom of my heart. I`m turning 18 soon in oct-7-2009. I realise alot more when I come to recognise his voice. The voice of truth, courage and love. My life took a turn on the 17th of May 2008.with the addition of joy through my loving CG & unit. That's when i realise that there's so much more to life, than the life that I we have been living. Have you found the life purpose that will last till you die?


I've found mine, what about you?

Goals-

- Grow myself to a CL.
- See people's life transformation.
- To lift Jesus's name on High.
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