Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 10:46 AM

back at night after i tidy up my house piled up with every single kind of things ranging from erasers to big model cars. around 7 big cardboard boxes filled over brim.. wow. it took me 3hrs plus man! but thank God the heap of mountain seems smaller. consistency is trained here!

as i looked at weiru's blog, i know where the source is from. i read it at another blog too.
well, personally, what i experienced this week with God, is indeed beyond what you can understand.

1) God is faithful

hearing the testimonies by how God bless the church from nothing to what we have today mikes etc. The period of time, it was tough and things wasnt easy, but yet, God still made a way and changed nothing to something. That's what God is capable of doing too! Although many points of time it was tough, but God's faithfulness made it all possible.

if it happens God isnt faithful, he can just bless the WAM with just 1 guitar , no drum, no piano, no mike. what's gonna happen? although the process was not short but i believe people who've been to nexus will agree with me, The HOUSE OF GOD is furnished with God's Faithfulness and Delieverance! well, i think, with man alone, all these is not possible!

2) God is never late

Just recently i experienced something extrodinary. and God just showed me how near he is to me, and how close he is - just beside me.

many points of time, we feel that we're in this situation
" die la, cannot one la..."
" wah lauu, why like that?"
" impossible la.. she already like tat sae liaooo... "
" why is this happening to me? no one can understand me..."

why do we feel empty, why do we feel helpless why do we feel so pestimistic.
How are we able to be satisfied with life? how are we able to face all these?

i believe, we're never satisfied with what we have.
For example:
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john : mummy, i want the sony ericsson phone K800i. I like, i promise i wont buy another phone already.. really mummy.
Mum: But you already have a phone, dear.
john: no! but it's spoilt! please mummy, pretty pleaseee? :)))
mum: okkay.

4 months later

john: Mummy, can i have the Iphone?
Mum: but my dear, you've just bought your K800I. and you promised you wont buy another one already.
John: but mummy, i dont like it anymore, i like another one. i want i want..

and it goes on and on..

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Generally, Humans are never satisfied with what we have, we'll just want to have more, even if we get what we want, does the happiness last? maybe first month you'll get the thrill of it, you'll go round showing others what u own. prolly after 6 months, you'll hide what you own.. true?
i myself, used to fall in this trap. Things wont last, our possessions wont last. We CANT CANT CANT carry it to our grave. we cant carry it and die together with it. so what? It'll all come to an end. All possessions, the more you have, the more you're afraid to lose it, the more you'll want more of other things.

people, I know some of you know what i am driving at..
Yes, Jesus's love. Till today, i feel so deeply love. Till today, I still feel as fresh as i was when i first came to know Him..

In R/S there's alwas a cliche: I love you forever, I want to be with you 1314, i want to marry you in future.
Not that it doesnt exist, maybe it does. But how many of these promises u heard came true? just how mani? maybe your parents? true, What about yourself?

I`ve found something which will really last. whenever i`m sad, seriously, i will just pluck in to my earpiece, flip thru my songlist and play a song - tentatively a worship song. I will just pray to God, and naturally, seriously, naturally, i`m comfortted. i`m healed, i`m nursed. I believe, those who do not have this r/s with God will ask me, How he nurse you? how he heal you? you cant even see him? IS THIS YOUR DOUBT? well, i`ve experienced it myself, i`m not joking. God promised more that 6000 things in the bible and he have never fail to keep his promise. he have never fail to leave me and forsake me.

How wonderful is this God.. Let me leave you with this Q, who do you turn to when you are upset? your friends? your religion? your family? or you keep it to yourself?
How will your friends help you with the problem? how will your family help you with your problem? how do you feel towards all those?

well, i've found an endless source which provides me with the happiness and joy that i cannot contain. you'll never know how amazing it is, till you experienced him yourself!



till den, would like to open this invitation to all :

24th December 2008 -
The Gift service @ the Rock auditorium from 2pm-4pm.
it's gonna be a service full of songs, drama and i think the most important factor of christmas, is to know why are you celebrating christmas. Is it about santa? is it about gifts or isit about turkey? Come and get yourself a answer that you might have never known. Give it a try, I know, it's gonna be a special night full of Love....

27th December 2008-
A special service with a drama, song presentation and prise&Worship. I believe, this is a time for us to get together to know more friends and to spend your last saturday of holidays(poly people) with a cool community, i assure you, it's gonna be a real different experience.

Anyone Interested do give me a call / drop me an SMS @ 96636583
Or you can email me at joanne_342@hotmail.com

Any questions with regards to what i post and wish to know more, email me too.

Wish to hear from you readers sooon!

xoxo