Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 8:08 AM

One year ago, on 14th of January, was the day that i set free, was also the day that i dont understand till today. It's sort of a time where i was really down, really upset, really broke down completely. Till today, i dont understand. what was the mistake that created so much misunderstanding between the both of us. But I saw how i changed, when i Let you Go, when i let my Heart be set free. yes, it hurts, but what could i do at that point of time? What else could i saw?

I thank God for a renewed life. I thank God for a refreshed life. I thank God for all that he've installed in my life. Without God i think i am stil in the lost world trying to reach to him.. which would lead me to nowhere. I Thank God for picking me up once again. How God changed my life amazed me to the max..

From a girl who cannot stop hurling vulgarities to someone who stopped her vulgarities.
From a girl who hated her family to someone who is adoring her family.
From a girl who yearn for every single possessions to someone who shed off her belongings.
From a girl who's alway wants others to please her to be someone who is pleasing God.
From a girl who do not know where i am going to someone who is rest assured in God's plans.

God can change life, he can also transform life! amen!

I believe deep down in our hearts sometimes we feel pek chek if we keep talking to someone and that person avoids u for a year and is still persistent in ignoring you, you'll definitely feel upset. for that person maybe someone whom you really want to speak to at some point of time.
I've been experiencing this.. and i realise something diff. when i came to know God.. no matter how many times i failed God, God will not say, " i am angry, i will ignore you.." God stil listened! be it as a sinner, as a child of God, as someone who feels ashamed to face God, he still listened! i think it'll be tough for me to listen to someone who made me angry and upset. But God doesnt just listen, but he provides a way out, he provides for us! Thank God yeaaa?!



I thank God for my changed life :
To be a transformed life that can transform lives.

xoxo